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In my feelings

Go head and stay on bullshit i could match your energy but i dont wanna cause id have to lower where I stand in order for us to play the same game you want your cake and wanna eat it to shit i give my cake to you never enough and never satisfied but that dont stop me, i still try I dont know what i do so wrong i try to look out in the ways you might need you act like im analyzing where you’re at and i am But its only to see what i can put into the situation without being asked to maybe its cause its not my place to maybe im resented because the one that should be there can’t be or wont be. I’m not sure cause i never get an answer , can’t ever ask a question looking out for someone else also puts me on me feet but it just depends on which direction its going its literally so fucked up to be the girl that no one wants. I have flaws and I get that but wtf is it about me? i even switched up the way i go about shit or the things i do or say, didn’t matter i still got the same results. I’m t...
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Silent therapy

you think im just a 304 but i am so much more you can lean on me give me your trauma tell me bout your life you can get as deep as you wanna whats got you out here living life like you ain’t got no fear lets switch it up and conquer your hearts bleeding baby let me the doctor lips might be stiched but i hear your soul speak been strong for so long starting to feel weak you come home and dont even speak its ok baby i feel the energy, i guess you can call it silent therapy
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Me

‘Shit that got me fucked up is that i know that dude just saw me naked’ ’im under the cover here like what happened here ain’t nothing sacred’ why is it more popular and seems to be more sexy to show your skin rather than your soul. Maybe that’s why i dont have a problem being naked but let someone want to touch or see me intimately then it’s gonna be a wild show. you can’t see me me is hidden & me is scared cause when i was me no one cared me hurts because me is damaged me is really a savage me is precious me is protected by no one but me so me has been stolen me has lost love me always tries again me wants to see you you are hidden and I can’t see i’m getting tired of being me
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People always ask me this.

This is how it happened I first started working in the sex industry, it was everything but desired. I was manipulated and sometimes violently forced to do so. I was a minor around the age 13 or 14. My home life was too much for me and I thought that running away to be with my real mom would solve everything. It was there that i lost my virginity and 3 short days later a family member was telling me to sleep with this man for money. I had no where else to turn to. No resources and no more family. It was so this or starve. Shortly later my adopted parents did find me and they sent me away to boarding schools with promises that things at home would change. They didn’t. I was treated so poorly that I couldn’t take it and i left. I went back to the guy who popped my cherry, he was the only other connection I had other than family, since I wasn’t allowed to have friends and was very sheltered. He was a gang banger and was already 18. He took me to his friends house and that’s when the viole...
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